i wonder what's that feeling i can't seem to shake when i know things aren't going right. sometimes the reason why we leave things the way they are is because we're afraid of knowing the outcome if we try to change things. but leaving things be, is like leaving yourself out in the open; vulnerable and weak.
both things i don't like to be, but unfortunately have been lately.
everything has a grey area, and though we're all taught to separate ourselves from that region, it's really easier said that done. :/ what happens when all you want to do is rewind time and go back? the answer is nothing. we can't go back, we can only keep going forward.
there are times when i wonder: why is it that we all play this waiting game? just sitting around and waititng for the other to make the first move. time passes and the silence just drags on. we keep thinking that the other person knows what we're thinking, but the truth is that no one will know what you're thinking till you actually say it.
i can't help but feel like i'm being ridiculously stupid just cause i couldn't get my focus right at the very beginning. yet i know that i will regret this one horribly if i let it slip by me. the problem is that it is no longer me who needs to figure out where this is going.
" you keep telling yourself that it's okay.
that it doesn't affect you.
so how come everytime it happens,
your heart feels even heavier
and you just can't help but turn and walk away."
why does it seem like i'm treading troubled waters? hmm.
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