Someday.

well hello out there!

seems like I've been leaving this spot a little empty for too long, so it's time for a quick update! Smack in the middle of MYEs now and let's just say the past one week hasn't exactly been a breeze..... it's more of being mind boggled about how such questions are even allowed to be set. hahahaha, then again the whole point of exams is to challenge oneself I suppose.

Not knowing why but I'm in a pretty good mood tonight~

maybe cause I'm only left w one paper next week and this whole MYE thing will be a done deal, or maybe I'm just relieved that this whole week has gone past and I'm still relatively in one piece. (sorta) but it's going a little too fast.... with MYEs almost done it seems like my 125 days to A-levels are nearing in on me too. yeap, you read right. 125 DAYS.

Slightly unbelievable to me too. it's as if I was only just beginning, but look where we all are now. With the J3 girls in Uni camps, the guys in NS serving the nation, my cousin leaving soon to Swiss to study and all the little changes around. It's as if everything might pass me by even if I close my eyes for just one second. 

Growing up we always wished we would get bigger faster, to do the things we want and stuff like that. Growing up meant freedom to us then, or at the very least we could eat ice-cream whenever we wanted, stay up late all night, talk to friends on the phone, go out for movies, stuff like that. 

But now it seems what most of us want more than ever is to return to simpler times, where everything wasn't this complicated and they didn't need to be. Right now it's all just layers of complexity waiting for us to navigate in order to find our own path and place in this big big world.

In all honesty, all I'm hoping for is a time machine. Bring me back in time maybe? 

Ah well, it's all a good daydream. Best to live in the moment though :)

And the moment it would seem, would be to find a way to tackle this whole A-level thing. It can't be THAT difficult right? I mean the generations before have been through it, somehow I'll find a way too, we'll all find a way.

After that, I can finally do ALL the things I've been wanting too!!! JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME EXCITED (: (: (:

To be honest, the thing I want and need most is a vacation. Seeing all my cousins leave for their vacation and to study overseas while I'm still here looking to finish the A's is really rather depressing.... I can't help but look and think: when's it gonna be my turn?

But the time will come. (:

and when it does, I'll want to see everything, go everywhere. just buy a plane ticket and explore wherever life takes me.

Sounds great doesn't it? Not a worry in the world, just exploring and learning about the places I'll someday visit. keyword being SOMEDAY. I don't really know when that someday will be, or if there ever will be one. But it's okay, this is another dream of mine I'll have to work for. 

and until then,

Rome

Venice.

Paris.

Switzerland.

Dubai.

Northern Lights- Alaska