"Success is liking yourself" .

26/10/14

Back after a 2month plus hiatus, Hello Everyone.

To the people who still come to this little space of mine to check up on me: thanks for visiting :) sorry I've been MIA the past 11 weeks. So much has happened I'm not quite sure where I should even start.

Guess I'll start with the most obvious: SCHOOL HAS STARTED

I find the excessive need to bold and underline that because almost without recognition, this is now the weekend of my 9th week of school. It has been..... pretty dang crazy. Hours are long because my timetable this sem is really pretty bad, but I've become accustomed to the 5hr break 3 times a week since there's always something to be done during the breaks these days anyways. 

I've survived the first round of midterms (YAY), finished up with computing project 1, some presentations here and there etc. It's different from what I had expected. Then again I'm not quite sure what I was expecting hahaha. It's a lot faster? Deadlines are closer and there's a lot of emphasis on things outside of my grades (as if having to obsess over my grades weren't bad enough hahha) but I'm pretty glad I found a funny bunch of friends to make this transition a lot easier :) - shoutout to my homies!! For the first time since JC days I'm not failing anything (I AM AMAZED TOO) and I'm actually doing quite okay. Guess it might also be cause I've changed my attitude towards my studies ever since I entered Uni.

I like what I do now

I like the way I do it. 

I like that I decided to go with my gut feeling back then

These 11 weeks has brought about little changes: in my relationship with my family, some of my friendships, and the mentality I had towards certain things. I've met some really nice people: people with a lot to offer. And I miss my old friends: all the times we've spent together.

Guess this is growing up. You learn who you can keep close even if you're far apart. You learn who, and what really matters.

Can't quite believe I'm 20.
Can't quite believe it's almost been a year since then.

But at the same time I find it amazing that there's a long way to go ahead of me, that there's so much waiting for me to discover, to achieve.

I'm nervous about the road ahead, but also so very excited.

P.S to my dearest Kath:

You're now the strongest person I know. I'm sorry I wasn't always there when you needed me the most this past month, but you're home now and that's all that matters. Stay Strong Love, we'll get through this together.