Wildflower.

Year 1: Sem 2, Day 2.

Back to school, and to the labyrinth of my daily classes and new mods.
Classes so far have been interesting and also dreary :/ I really like my ESL408 prof, while coms225 and 217 is proving to be a stark different from com101 (really miss Dr. Lohiser now) Socio Stats is a mad mess of JC stats.... and we all know how I am with math: love-hate relationship strong here hahaha. So I'm just hoping it will all turn out well.

New timetable only allows me to see the clique twice a week now, good and bad. Bad cause they are the people I've become so accustomed and comfortable with that interaction is kinda a brainless thing. Without them around, it's a little like a lost sheep in the sea of masses #schoollife
Good? Hmm, perhaps the minimal good is that I meet new people, make new friends. School is surprisingly a lot bigger than what I remember (I think I just see my clique mates too often LOL) The other comms kids and kids from other majors are starting to "show" themselves. A ton of unfamiliar faces, but hey, that's a start.

I have to admit though: I'm out of my comfort zone.
I am accustomed to the familiar, I've never really been one for change. Not that I don't like meeting new people or that I'm unsociable or anything like that.... I just tend to...... lean away from the idea of having to go out and keep making new friends constantly (OKAY I KNOW THIS IS IN EXACT CONTRADICTION OF EACH OTHER. BUT, THAT'S EXACLY HOW I FEEL. HAHAHAHA)

It's gonna be fine though :))
At least my friends tell me I'm gonna be just fine. Haha. Apparently they reckon I'm the kind of person who has no problems making friends, and learning in an "unfamiliar environment" I sure hope they are right.

Sem 2 week 1, and I'm feeling the strain.
Think it's cause I've not quite adjusted back to school life yet, but one step at a time: The crazy is just getting started. Just as long as I know my aim for this sem is to be a wildflower: to grow in ways and places that are unexpected.

Keeping my fingers crossed for the next 13 weeks: I can do this! JYS!