Breathe.

Hello out there.

It's been a little too long since I've written in my space. I'm surprised people still come to check on me, but thank you if you're one of those nice people :)) Guess I've just been too caught up with school. Okay maybe not so much of a guess but rather it's really just been all about school the last month or so. Last tutorial and lecture was out the window last week and suddenly even recess week is about to end i.e FINALS ARE COMING. Pretty fast this all is.

The concept of time has been lost this week, something that Kes insists only happens in recess week. Meh. Between the days I spend camping at the airport's Starbucks this past week (or various other Starbucks for that matter) and other little things...... I kinda just let my Monday slipped right onto Friday. Okay, so maybe not just this week, but like every other week for the past 13 weeks kinda just went from start to end :/

But life has been as it should be the past 1 month or so. Busying myself with deadlines, studies, teaching, work. Throw in a little R&R from time to time with my favourite people and that's about right. Been doing yoga a lot more now too. I think it's a lot to do with my knee getting worse and my mind wandering off to no man's land (as always). I kinda needed, and still need, something to ground me, help me find my centre and tame those annoying insomnia nights.

All that yoga is seemingly paying off though, because I've finally (sorta) perfected the mermaid move (don't laugh. even though it sounds ridiculous) this morning after a good run w mumz, papa and sissy's family @ Keppel Marina YAYYY! It ain't much, but as someone wise once told me: small steps in everything you do, small steps.

So much has progressed from my last blogpost till now that I'm not quite sure where to start.
Writing here has always been an outlet, yes. But in many ways it's also the time I take to process all the change that happens. Like me time in my head, but the out-loud version? Haha. I mean, if I can put thoughts into words then perhaps I can understand what my weird little head and/or heart is saying. sorta.

Lesson learnt: I might need to stop being on hiatus for such long periods of time - my mental dump is getting cluttered haha. Then again, when life happens, there isn't much we can do but to go with the flow and keep on going till we can stop to take a breather.

I've been chasing after all these Goals. Ideals. Deadlines.
and that might never stop. It is in an odd way a personal choice but at the end we do what we do for the bigger picture, no? Yet every once in awhile it's good to just sit there quietly and Breathe: remembering that there are still things, important to your own, worth fighting for.

and now... a photo of a roll of fat cuteness to lighten the mood HAHA