GRRR.

valentines day eve.
and as i've been all my life so far, i'm still single this year. (: i'm not complaining though, cause it's pretty fun. tomorrow's just a chance for me to celebrate singlehood and friendship! haha! but we'll talk about that tomorrow.

heh. official school day 1 for me, because i've been going on mc for so long thanks to my eye infection. going back to lectures is honestly a little un-nerving. nonetheless, it's nice to be studying again. (I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT...) what i realise after 4 long lectures today: the work we're doing this year is surprisingly different from that of last year, more so for math and chem and lit. O.o

there aren't huge changes, just enough to make me doubt a little what i've been studying myself for the past 3 months... heh. oh well, a very wise friend told me it's all about finding my own pace and that i'll be fine as long as i find that pace. so, i honestly hope he's right.

still, it's really quite frustrating when you see others getting it so right the first time while you're still only doing average on your second try. GRRR. I SHALL NOT GIVE UP. i will do well this year, and i'll get to where i wanna go.

at least this time round, i know what i want and i'll do what it takes to get there.