And i find myself remembering (but more on that later)
i finally saw my dear Yijia today. it's been almost 4 months since we last met and more than 7 months since we had a good talk. we were girls on a mission, and the mission being jia's entire prom wardrobe: from her dress to her shoes, accessories and bag. we're extremely proud to say we've completed our mission SUPER within budget and are thrilled with her outfit for that day!
okay, enough of me sounding weird and ridiculous. i do apologise, but i get like that whenever i spend time with her. :) we just start going crazy and back to the kids in sec school who messed around in green-dustbin-colored-looking pinafores. i do miss my tkg days with her and seeing her is always like a blast from the past. this friendship shall not fade with time, and i'm really grateful for her in life <3
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| girls on a mission! look at that girl's face. hahahaha :) |
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it's been a rainy day today, my fav weather again but even with all this rain, we managed a little Christmas lights in between the showers. i must say, the Christmas lights this year look a little CNY-ish but the giant Christmas tree outside Ion is as pretty as always.
i had a great day with jia today. sometimes meeting up with old friends reminds you of who you are and what you used to be. maybe you've changed a little and they've changed a little but what always amazes me is that the friendship that has only gotten stronger with time. that girl is a bigger part of me than anyone knows, and i'll always be thankful for friends like that in life.
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that aside, today is 3rd December.
i woke up this morning and remembered someone. a year ago today i walked in Orchard with this person and saw the Christmas lights too. it was a different feeling, with a different person, but the exact same way. today jia and i wandered along the same shops in Ion, ate in the same places, walked the same way. everything was like last year, everything was so deja vu and i found myself constantly thinking about this person today.
but even with the same(almost) everything, the lights were different, some of the shops were different, the weather was different and the people were definitely different as well.
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change.
that's what it is and also the one thing i never seem to be able to adjust myself quickly enough to. it always seems like something has happened and the moment has passed before i actually have any reaction to it. i'm such a slow poke : / this i'm sure my own friends know very well.
hello you.
it's been a year. how are you lately? feels like it's been so long since i've had a proper talk full of random, nonsensical things with you. one that doesn't have an air of awkwardness between us (or is it just me being too sensitive?) sometimes i remember you. :) on the days when someone else says something that reminds me completely about you. or some days when i do something and i suddenly have the urge to tell you about it cause we talked about it once.
it never happens though, i never do get to tell you. every once in awhile i do hear about you and it's always good to know you're okay. maybe i'll get used to this, and maybe after awhile i'll go back to the way i was.
afterall, change is forever and one day i'll learn catch up to these changes. i kept my promise to you though, i got back up on my feet and i'm ready to take on the world. :) (cheesy and not literal, but you know what i mean)
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oh and just before i forget, the world is supposedly ending in 18 days. and though i don't quite think it's true, but i would say DO take this chance to do what you haven't had the courage to do.
"sometimes all you need is 20 seconds of insane courage" -we bought a zoo
don't live to regret.
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