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| Garlic Blossoms; Strength & Courage. |
heard some news tonight.
it isn't good news, and it isn't the first of it's kind. i've heard a lot these past 2 weeks, some of which have been very bad news. i can only pray that they will all be fine, that they will live.
it's a helpless feeling. when you want to help with all your heart but you know nothing you say or do will change the situation. you can only keep hoping for the best, keep having faith and praying sincerely that a miracle will happen, that it's not as bad as it seems, that against all odds there will be a good ending.
i'm scared.
scared because i don't know if i'm strong enough to deal with it. scared because i don't know who can provide comfort in a time where everyone is so broken. and so i find myself here, writing all of it down just cause i can't tell anyone what it feels like to be terrified of losing someone.
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