Valentine's 2015.

The Heart Wants What It Wants.

Happy Valentine's Day everyone. 

That time of the year again, couples everywhere and my girlfriends gushing about the dates they are going on. The things they will do. I smile when I hear them say it, it's nice, nice to see them excited. To know that someone makes them this excited, makes me smile, cause I know how that feels. To like someone so much you're always happy.

Another year on my own. I would say that this year, again, is my choice. 

I've conditioned to being alone I think. I'm still comfortable this way and I much prefer fussing over my girls (& guys) than myself really.

Had a great last night/early this morning w my bacons as always, the #teamsingles had a nice movie gathering and supper while our golden couple went dating (hehehe they are so cute sometimes. please last long chrisy and zack) 

And I headed out for a nice dinner with a friend tonight. I like how we both can't be bothered that it's vday, all the sayings of "dates" and things like that just don't apply to us and that is just a good feeling to talk my heart out to a person who oddly gets it. All of it. Whatever "it" may be.

Spent majority of the day spring cleaning my room this afternoon (because CNY) and I have too much notes and things lying around as well hahaha. I felt a slight satisfaction throwing out the stuff I've kept for the past 3 years: my JC life

I thought about the therapeutic aspect of throwing things away; the things that once meant something to you. The things that had a certain meaning but that Feeling is gone and all that's left is its physical husk. When you throw something like that away, it's like the full stop to a sentence. A proper closure to things that have long lost its original significance.

All these time, I've been too sentimental for my own good:

People, things, memories.

Some things I just got to let go of, but I always struggle to release them.

"I found that photo of us, the one that's in my daily diary. 

The one with you hugging me from behind, us smiling so brightly into the camera

And it's like I heard you laughing again

the words we said, things we did.

Then I realised it's hard not to reminisce the good."

Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

No matter who you are, always know that you are loved by someone. Remind the ones you love how important they are to you cause you won't know when it might be the last time.

And Be Happy, always.