Worth.

Knee deep in writing this essay, it's been way too long since I've properly constructed one.
Then again, I can't sleep.


"You're worth it."


I was thankful to hear those words.
Hearing them was a feeling I can't quite describe, a thing I myself am not too sure of:
perhaps it was really just a thankful feeling, that someone would say that to me
or maybe the surprise from forgetting what it feels like to have someone tell me that.

I find myself stuck these days; at a path I'm not sure I want to take
Am I ready for this?
It's in the unknown: it is to take a leap of Faith and to trust
Trust what exactly though?
I was once a hopeful, to end up a doubtful

Is this really something that only time will undo?

I wonder if anyone else knows too: how scary it is to try and trust others when you can't even trust yourself.