Last paper for summer sem 1 today. It's all a done deal now: I'm half done with summer (6 weeks of crazy) Been really intense what with all the issues that's been going on in school, out of school work itself. I'll just be glad to survive this first half of summer heh.
Met my lovely dear Yijia for dinner tonight :) And she had to travel all the way back to central from the east, something I feel terrible about, but I'm glad she was with me tonight.
I saw him today, with her.
Didn't think I'll ever see him in the area, I mean, what are the chances right? Guess I was wrong. But perhaps what's even more wrong, or rather dumb, was how I reacted.
I saw him through the glass, walking towards the sliding mall doors I was about to enter. She was right next to him. And the only thing that came to my mind was: Shit. I needa get out of here.
Funny how my first response was to stop walking, in the middle of a crowd, turn around straight and head for the other entrance just next to the one we were about to enter, dragging jia all the way with me. haha. Dumb right?
Just in time so he didn't see me, so she didn't see me.
While I stood there, looking at them walk past me, thinking: why am I being so ridiculous. Why am I hiding? I guess I'm not sure how I would have reacted otherwise. If I hadn't spotted him, if I had walked straight into them, I most probably wouldn't have been able to, well....I don't know, react perhaps?
It's okay.
Everything's gonna be alright, just like Yijia said. Just like everyone used to tell me too. Just kinda glad I had her with me, being her usual weird self to distract me for a little bit haha.
Feeling really tired tonight, think it's the accumulation of the past school week, the last 3 days of intense studying and perhaps my less than 8 hours of sleep over the 3 days.... all the coincidences tonight, and someone just confessing something to me I didn't ever expect. mehh.
Gonna sleep off this fatigue.
everything always becomes clearer after sleep, Goodnight world.
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