dawn of realisation.

i have a very talented friend, and he wrote this song. it's something that i feel i can relate to, and his music always made me feel that there's something special about him that only time will one day show to the world.

                                                              Dawn Of Realisation.


this song was written during a period when he had to make a tough decision regarding the path he was about to take. yet the funny thing is that when i first heard this song and it's tittle, i was deciding on my own path too.

for the first time in a long time, i've finally found what i feel may be the best for me. this time, no one told me that this is something they feel i'm suited for in the future or that it's something they want me to do in the future.

finding this path on my own is surprisingly satisfying. though i know that what i'm deciding now for my future may not be what my parents deem as best for me, but just this once, i want to trust my gut feelings and just go for it.

i may not end up finding it here in sg, and if my decision eventually leads me away from home, i'm prepared to work for it at all costs. but that's another thing to consider when the time comes, for now i'm just glad i've found something to work towards, even if i only found it by chance.

though i may change my mind along the way, at least for now, the feeling of knowing and wanting to achieve something is just reassuring to me. let's see where i can go from here then.

and as i hear this song over and over again, i find myself falling in love with it. it says all my unspoken thoughts and feelings. what a talented kid.