well now, tonight i just feel the need to get some stuff out of my head. and though i've promised to not think so much about this anymore, i still seem to find it relatively hard.
what you all think is actually far from the truth, and when i say it isn't true, i actually really mean it. though to others it would seem that something's going on, but looks can be deciving and i suppose that's what it is now? even i'm no longer sure.
time after time i tell myself to never make the same mistakes, never take those risks again. yet time after time, i find myself taking the same wrong steps again. the only thing that's different is that after each episode, i learn to be a little smarter and a little more cold-hearted.
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