day 1 of the supposed march holidays, but it's not much of one as many would tell you. ah well, i 've been trying to finish up all my assignments as fast as i possibly can so that i can find time for other stuff as well.
i've had the time to see my girls though, and i found out something pretty shocking. a close friend of mine is now no longer single O.O i say it's shocking cause well, none of us saw it coming. AT ALL. it's like lightning on a bright sunny day. nonetheless, we're happy for her, hopefully things will work out well for them.
seeing my good friend now, and hearing her story, i started to think again (des, it's part of me, deal with it. haha!) we kinda sat down as a bunch and analyzed her situation and even she herself agreed that she based her then decisions solely based on her feelings then. she didn't really think much into it. it just felt right despite the age difference, the fact that they've only known each other for a short time and other stuff. so here they are now.
i guess you could call it a reflection: i think too much.
about everything really. i do wonder if this is a girl thing. (: still, perhaps if i didn't think ahead for certain things in my life, i wouldn't be here now. i missed out on certain people and things just cause i thought and considered too much.
maybe, just maybe i should just be reckless once and just go with the flow. let things happen without thinking? there doesn't have to be a reason for everything right? and if it doesn't work out, well, i could always go back to over-thinking again. lol.
see, it's happening again. i'm thinking too much.... GOODNESS. i can be such a serious conflict all on my own. ah well. (:
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