faker.

i'm becoming very fake lately,

because i don't show how i really feel.

and i'm hating myself for it.

i don't show it cause i keep thinking that i will end up getting hurt.

and it's not that i don't care,

it's just that i don't know if you want me to.

i understand what you need

and all that i really want is to just be there when you need someone.

but i'm getting greedy,

and i seem to need more than just this roller coaster ride.

you see, there's something that you never knew about me:

i know i can be happy on my own,

cause i've done it before.

but the thing is, when i start falling for someone,

i find it hard to find the brakes.

the truth is:

i'm scared,

because i think i'm falling hard.