always thankful.

found myself here unknowingly so i shall take a little time out of my revision schedule to write a little (: speaking of which, me taking a break at 5 plus in the afternoon from studying? i really should learn to get my priorities straight. though, i did finally manage to send out my lit essay after my dear laptop has decided to throw a tantrum and not work for the past 2 days... i have a feeling that it's going to crash on me soon.... i should really get it checked when i have more time.

so, it's exactly 13 days to promos.

my my, where has all the time gone? revision is getting along i suppose. can't help but have that worried feeling though, guess it's anxieties with the fact that if i don't do well this time round, i'm getting kicked out of school. yeap, you heard right. kicked out of school. so yeah, the pressure is definitely there even if people say it'll be fine.

i will have faith and keep going till my promos though. keep believing, and keep trying!

side tracking to my recent obsession over my second language, i've been tuning into the mandarin radio channels these nights too. i usually get enough of them in the car in the mornings and whenever we use the car actually (cause dad has a huge love for all the chinese songs and oldies) but i have this new theory and that is more listening = faster picking up of my language. this is an attempt to save my second language, so i'm really gonna try everything.

93.3 fm is keeping my company while i'm writing this now. listening to chinese while typing in english is rather interesting really. it's like absorbing info in chinese while trying to form thoughts in proper english. unfortunately another huge distraction in my writing process would be the issue of my phone seriously overheating...... i don't know why it's so hot?! it had better not explode on me soon.

somehow i have a feeling that i'm going to have a double update today. essentially cause there's some stuff that i would like to say to someone(s) that isn't gonna fit here nicely. but before i start on that, i've realised that there are a number of people who actually take the time to read what ever gibberish i write here. most of these people, i know are close friends of mine who check up on me via this. to these people, thank you for coming here and reading all these little insane things i write. thank you for calling to make sure i'm fine, texting just to tell me a joke/latest gossip and most importantly, for being part of my life.