let it rain;

look out the window tonight and you'll see what i see.
taking a break from my revision for chem right now, though i really shouldn't. but 15 mins to look at the rain and write this down shouldn't hurt too much right?

i love rainy days.

watching the rain fall on my window pane

i love standing on the balcony feeling the little whips of cold air and droplets on my face.

the cold air that makes me wrap my cardi around me tighter

i love it when lightning streaks across the sky and lights it up. 

it's frightening, but it's beautiful all at the same time.

yet it's not all without fear. my greatest fear would be thunder, it's been that way since i was a kid.

how ironic is it that i love everything about rain except thunder?

with today over, i'm half way through my promos.
a mixture of many feelings while i'm revising chem tonight,
so many thoughts about how life is unfolding around me but i know what the focus is.
and that's tomorrow, that chem paper that i will attempt to conquer
the only thing that slows me down now is the beauty of this rain.
somehow the rain always puts me in a mood that i cannot explain.
it's that mood again.
and just as i sit here watching those droplets fall with the radio playing softly,
i find myself falling in love with the rain all over again.