it's raining again.
woke up from a 5 hour nap but i still feel tired. we go back to our normal lives tomorrow and i realise how much i suddenly wish i could ball up somewhere and hide. i don't want school to start, i don't want to go back, i just want to stay like this for awhile.
the aftermath of her passing is turning out to be harder than the first few days.
watching someone get cremated is a lot harder than i thought it would be.
you may be prepared, but it's never enough.
there was so much i wanted to write about her tonight, but i suddenly feel like i can't.
maybe tomorrow.
i'm just so tired right now, so very tired.
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