sleepless.

sleepless.

haven't felt this way in a long time, the feeling of being unable to sleep regardless of fatigue.... and so I got out of bed and decided to blog. I most probably will regret this tomorrow in school, but the week is almost ending so it all becomes slightly bearable. just a little more, just a little more.

lying in bed and staring at the night sky outside my window wondering whose doing the exact same thing as me now; lying in bed, looking at the night sky, thinking.

I wonder who has these same thoughts as me tonight:
thinking of the most random things like how dark rain clouds are a tinge of purple against the night sky, or how the sound of the wind outside is weirdly soothing, thinking of how to make full use of my time whenever I can, thinking of that song I heard on the radio today, thinking of the people I miss, thinking of the work I have to finish over the weekend, thinking of the friends I can't help but worry for, thinking of the swim I keep telling myself I'll take, and the little things in life along the way.

too much thinking, but it's my favourite thing to do at this favourite time of mine.
it's when it's quiet around, and all is still.
it's when I'm alone staring at the dark sky from my window, thinking of all the things I've done, I want to do and of things I haven't.

a little heaven in space and time, where everything is what you want it to be,
the place we all retreat to for some quality alone time.
where consequences are laid bare and resolves are always tested;
such is the human mind.
complex yet simple, just as we all are
and maybe that's exactly why I like the feeling of thinking.