Strength.

Soccer night with Le L's @ Ben's as usual.
So used to seeing them till it's almost like nothing nowadays :) Liverpool vs Man City tonight and Pool nearly gave me a heart attack in the second half. My goodness. Still, glad they pushed through it all and made it 3-2. Been watching Liv for 6 years, and I haven't seen a team of players play so well or try so hard together in awhile. It's a heart-swelling kind of feeling, Pride perhaps.

Bake day with Jie ytd and we ended up creating a complete storm in the kitchen: Peach Cheese cake, Vanilla white choco cupcakes and Orange sponge cake. Me is going to put back on all the weight I lost recently, but it's okay hehehe. I finally have my appetite back (somewhat) and that's a positive sign: I'm finally getting my life back in order.

I've been thinking about a certain erm...issue these days.
Started last week when the Le L's wouldn't stop bugging me about it (yes, they bug me but I still love them hahaha) actually it's been ongoing for so long. Just I never really put too much thought into it, I'm not quite sure why. But it hits me more now than it did before, and I don't really know why too. A little afraid of these thoughts though. I suppose only time will tell where this is all heading, too much thinking never did anyone good right?

G.E.M 邓紫棋 - 龙卷风 (tornado)

Another song from her that TOTALLY says how I feel. It's a cover of Jay Chou's song but I think I like her's so much better.

"Love is like a gust of wind

It leaves after it's finished blowing,
It's a kind of rhythm, no one can cope with it
Since you went away, my soul went out of control
The dark cloud is landing, and I'm pulled away by it

Love has gone too fast just like a tornado
I cannot bear it, but I've already got nowhere to hide
I don't want to think again, I don't want to think again
I can't, I can't and I don't want to think of you again

Without knowing it,You've already left me
Without knowing it, I've followed this rhythm
In hindsight, another autumn passes
In hindsight, I should make good use of my life

Rap:
Right now, how harshly do you want me to say it
I never wanted to part
Why do I still have to put on a smile and shake it off
No, no, I don't have the ability to bear with you and accept her
but don't you worry too much, I will live well
I see you've long left, I will slowly learn to leave as well
And I will learn to give up
Because, I love you "

Had to translate this whole thing, BECAUSE THE LYRICS JUST SPEAK TO ME. Hahaha She's honestly such a great singer/ producer though, she came up with the rap portion on her own.

Might be almost numbed to this feeling in my heart. Either that or I've learnt to let go more these past 3 weeks than the past 5 months. Which ever it might be, it seems we're always stronger than we think ourselves to be. This though, is a good thing.