2:56am

2:56am
I wonder why I have all these thoughts lately.
That I'm so alone.

Even though I know so well I am not - surrounded by people who care and love me.

I feel so lonely.
Like a wanderer drifting, trying to find some meaning to my existence. For something, someone, myself even. Anything to keep me going: to make me feel like I'm needed somewhere.
I don't seem to have the will to continue the fight for myself anymore.

Nights like these are getting more frequent and tiring.
Empty house and late night thoughts.

What is this heart wrenching feeling I'm having?