Feels.

寂寞光年 

Haven't heard this in such a long time 

till it came up on the radio and it's been on replay everyday since.

There will always be something about chinese songs that simply put all your thoughts into place

something about them that sums up everything you're feeling into a span of a song.

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是谁从我天空摘走了星星
Who took away the stars in my sky
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
in a blink of an eye, the sky is filled with dark clouds

从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
 all along I've carried happiness and sadness on my own

忘了我也值得被关心
 I've forgotten that I deserved to be concerned about too

一双手一个梦
a pair of hands, a dream

一路上不断的俯冲
keeps on falling though on this journey

痛到忘了要怎么喊痛
It hurts so much I've forgotten how to scream

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
Endless loneliness drowns my sorrow

我的世界是零下的沙漠
my world is a subzero desert

其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
Actually I do want to have the warmth of a hug

融化这颗坚强的泡沫
to melt this rigid foam 

漫长的等候让人特别失落
Endless waiting puts people at a loss

锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
sharp loneliness tore the sky

还有谁能够紧握着我的手
Who can hold my hand tightly 

陪着我期待消失的彩虹
and wait for the reappearance of the rainbow with me

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
Who changed the sunlight to rain

天灰了，快乐总有限期
the sky became dark, happiness always has a time limit

从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
always hidden in the sands of loneliness

忘了我也配被人在意
I've forgotten that I deserved to be cared about

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
Walking alone, trying to reach a dream, but never being able to

精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊
extremely worn out, is there a place for me to stop?

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
Endless loneliness drowns my sorrow
我的世界是零下的沙漠
my world is a subzero desert
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
Actually I do want to have the warmth of a hug
融化这颗坚强的泡沫
to melt this rigid foam
漫长的等候让人特别失落
Endless waiting puts people at a loss
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
sharp loneliness tore the sky
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
Who can hold my hand tightly
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
and wait for the reappearance of the rainbow with me

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
whose warmth is that, still felt in my hands

微不足道却那么重
insignificant yet still so important

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
endless loneliness have swallowed all will

整个世界是沉默的漩涡
the whole world is in a silent whirl

有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
who will accompany me, hold my hand

带我离开空洞的星球
take me out from this empty hole

还有什么值得追求
What else is there left to pursue

还有什么可以拥有
what else is there for me to call my own

把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
Lending me a hug, will I stop trembling?

有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
Who can take away this beautiful sorrow

能让我相信被爱的理由
let me believe there is a reason, for me to be loved