start counting.

countdown: 25 hours before 2012.

i can't believe i went from counting months, to counting weeks, to counting days and now i'm finally counting hours. i feel the need to keep saying that the year has passed by faster than i would have liked it. O.o no wonder i've been feeling old lately. haha.

today, i met with a friend whom i haven't seen in 7 months. yet the moment we saw each other, i knew that we both felt the same thing: time may pass, but what we have between us will never change. we didn't get to spend much time together, but we managed to update each other on the major happenings in the last 7 months. somehow after seeing her today, i feel very thankful. thankful that i still have friends like that around me. friends who aren't always by my side, but they are never far from my heart.

today is also the day when i finally decided to get down to clearing out my wardrobe and packing up my messy, war-zone like room. discovering all my old stuff makes me feel quite nostalgic, a feeling that i'm sure many will have at least once in their lifetime. i can't help but smile, laugh, and sigh at the old me. i was once too naive and quite foolish. i do realise though, that at the end of every mistake i've once made, i came out stronger, much more stubborn and i have slightly more determination. but i've also become a little more afraid. i wonder if it's a good thing. hmm.

countdown: 24 hours and 41 mins till 2012.
and i'm still thinking back on this past year. thinking back on everything i've done, every step i've taken. did i do the right thing? tomorrow is the last day of this short yet very emotional year. i shall spend it like it's my last, and try to do my best in whatever it is i decide to do tomorrow. (: