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for the first time ever, i can't think of a suitable name for one of my blog posts. SO I'M GONNA NAME IT : (: anyways, randomness aside, tomorrow is MJC'S 10TH OPEN HOUSE!! (: and i honestly can't wait!!

we've been practicing hard lately, for mass dance i mean. everyone coming for practices, teaching the other atlas ppl how to do the dance, singing and cheering at the top of our voices, not to mention the funny sights of your friends messing up their moves or looking really funny while doing them! the whole thing is just house spirit and lots of fun (: i'm glad i decided to join the main dance team, the ppl in it have made the whole thing even more memorable.

so today was the last day for open house prac, be it choir or mass dance. i was in school from early morning till almost 7pm. preparing the souviners for choir, and cutting out the flyers puting up the GIANORMOUS banner plus the practice took up about half my day, then mass dance show case for all the houses started. each house just took our turns to give it a best last showcase. honestly it was like our own mini open house with no one but the houses and their dance teams. haha! it felt like it was all about being fun with no worries again. i suppose even more so for the j2s, cause they're already starting to feel the pressure.

hmm, with them starting school and me, well not starting school, i kinda feel a weird indescribable feeling. i don't think there's a word for it, just that i feel like i'm having time that shouldn't be mine. time that is extra, and it's not right for me to have it. no amount of self-studying or self occupying activities can make up for this feeling. haix.

i suppose it'll be okay though, cause this is a normal feeling? well, i'll find a way to make things right for myself again. till then, it's best not to let any depressing thoughts crawl into my head again and focus on tomorrow. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT!! (: