time.

tomorrow is monday. meaning there should be school tomorrow, there are people studying tomorrow, having homework to hand in, struggling and whining about how it's only monday tomorrow and waiting impatiently for friday to come. i, am not one of those people...

it's going to be a week since school officially started, and it's going to be  a week since i've been away from my class. i've said my goodbyes to them and we've all finally accepted the fact that i'm no longer going to be around them. having all this time on my hands is un-nerving, weird and slightly frustrating. no amount of self studying or self entertainment is making up for that naggy feeing in my heart. hmm...

i just came back from vocal consort's 10th annivesary concert. it's complusory for all choir ppl so we all turned up which is quite surprising. and though we were all really tired, they were really quite good, so we just tried hard to be interest and not sleepy. everyone was tired, most commonly heard sentences of the night: OMG, I'M SO TIRED, school is tomorrow, and i haven't finished homework. some even brought their homework along to do. O.o

seeing them rushing everywhere and complaining about how they have to wake up early tomorrow for school is kinda weird. cause i'm not part of that crazy or rush? i wonder. 10 pm and we were walking through city hall, wondering how on earth they were going to finish their homework, study for tests,manage to sleep and then wake up to go to school all in the span of about 8 hours.

repeating a year, is honestly just weird. not really because of what others might think, cause i'm not really concerned about that. just the whole feeling of having more time on your hands, not being around school. neither here or there would be a good description. a week passes so slowly these days yet the day seems to go by quickly enough. i think i'll never understand time, or how it works. all i know is that there ain't any second chances when it comes to time.