I Just Miss You.

11.11pm

I miss your smile.
I miss your laugh.
I miss the way you look at me.
I miss your voice.
I miss the way you smell.
I miss your hugs.
I miss how warm you always feel.
I miss the way you always kiss me on my forehead before I leave.
I miss holding your hand.
I miss joking around with you all the time.
I miss having you near me.
I miss how you always make things okay for me.
I miss your retarded comments over the things I like.
I miss you being ridiculous and annoying.
I miss the face you always give when you try to get me to do something you want.
I miss how you tell me all the sweet food I like is diabetes.
I miss arguing with you just because I can and you don't mind.
I miss how you always complain that you have to give in to me, but still smile when you say it.
I miss seeing your name appear on my phone.
I miss the way I always feel in your arms; safe, protected.
I miss how you can always make me laugh.
I miss how you've been so accepting of all my flaws and imperfections.
I miss having you being protective over all the little things that happen to me.
I miss the fact that you're always encouraging.
I miss how you're always here for me regardless of where and when.
I miss you telling me how good you are and showing off just cause you can.
I miss your eyes.
I miss the me when I'm around you.
I miss how comfortable I am around you.
I miss how happy you make me feel.
I miss every single thing about you.

I miss you so much it hurts. so much that it feels hard to breathe and my eyes fog up with the ridiculous tears that I'm amazed I still have left in me.

I miss you like crap
and I'm hating myself for it.