Liberation.

Hello out there.

Finally got round to changing my URL and the blog name, some layout stuff here and there. Feeling pretty good about the new changes, a little different and a lot less sad-ish? (in general) That aside, it's T-minus 6 days, 13 hours and 58 mins plus plus till the end of A levels (YAY?) I'm almost done with all of this, just a little more and it'll be over.

All the time here, just for this 22 days. Makes me wonder if it's really been worth it.

It's a little weird how I don't feel ecstatic that this is all ending. One would think with all the time I've spent in MJ, I would be flipping happy to finally leave the school days behind and venture into something "new" like I've said so long ago. But I suppose man really does fear and embrace the unknown. We fear what we do not know, we fear what the future holds yet it's with anticipation and curiosity that we choose to explore it. That goes for me too. I am afraid, but I am looking forward to the unknown.

Fingers cross my 3 years in this bittersweet second home won't be in vain.
Even if it really doesn't work out (I HOPE NOT) this will just be another start point for me. Some where out there, one way or another I'll find the path I'm ment to take. I've failed once, and nothing really ever scares one again after going through all that. Well, okay maybe not nothing. I do fear failure again but I'm learning not to take it so hard.

This is nice feeling, writing again.
Guess this means I'm getting back into the habit of writing again, something to keep my mind occupied, that's nice.

" when all is unknown
in the quiet of night
plugged in, surrounded by sound.
wind in my hair
and the endless, open sky.
beyond the walls of reality,
beyond what is known and what you believe in
is a place I often go to; Freedom "

When this all ends there will be more obstacles to face, truth to be told and the road ahead in life may not be an easy path for me to take. But at this point, none of it matters, because I know I'll find a way.

It's so close I can feel it, all around me
in the air I breathe;
Liberation.