Cold nights, quiet thoughts.

Day 63.

Missing this view from Batam a few months back.
Been having a "just pack and go somewhere" mood lately. A place with lots of sun, sand, water and little crowd would be good.

So CNY's in about 3 days? I didn't really register that till today even though I've been doing most of the cleaning and packing at home these days. Guess it's all going a little faster than I thought it would be... I think all my lazing around, meeting friends, doing random stuff and working on and off is really helping pass time. This life after A's is honestly not what I thought it would be though.

In a sense I never really formed an idea of what life after A's would be like, just this isn't what I thought it would be if I had actually really thought about it? Okay, now I'm just confusing myself.... I do this a lot: confuse myself. That's bad stuff. Haha.

Spent the past few nights reading and folding paper cranes (yeah, still at it) I finally finished The first phone call from Heaven. Took me too long honestly, but I've been.... distracted, so yeah. It's a pretty decent book I think, about how one man creates an elaborate hoax in an attempt to atone for the sin he committed against an innocent and the innocent man trying to restore his life in the aftermath of a tragic incident. It gets people thinking about Heaven and believing in life after death. It got me thinking at least, so I would say it's really quite an interesting read.

Reading a lot of Thought catalog lately too.
I guess I like reading about what other people think of things, it's honestly interesting and they give you different perspectives. Okay, there are some pretty weird and ridiculous writings (LOL) but some of them are honest, helpful and well, reflects my thoughts so accurately I can't help but wonder if certain feelings are sometimes universal (I would say yes).

And one more, Wit's Tumblr.
If you ever get to see this wit wit; I'm real proud of you in every sense of that matter. Read back to your posts from weeks back and I guess I just wanna say: You aren't alone no matter what. Glad I got to know you better :) no matter what we've been through alone or together, you've tried your best to be there for me, so thank you. And well, I'm glad you're finally putting it all behind you. #myinspiration

These nights are getting so cold, that I can't help but miss your warmth.
But that's okay, it's sort of a nice feeling to just wrap myself up in my fuzzy blanket and let my mind wander while my fingers type or fold late at night. I have too many paper cranes now though, so many that I'm not quite sure what I'm suppose to do with them.