One day.

photo credits: Darlyn Too

Day 46.

Teo Heng and Bedok 85 dinner with the 401 boys earlier today. (Yesterday? Since it's 2 plus in the morning now...)

I'm honestly glad I went even though I was the only girl cause Dawn is in New Sheepland (hehe). These guys really are ridiculous and funny and just so damn easy to talk to. Guess all the times we've spent in school together despite being in different classes really made us closer and I am considered an honorary bro to them already. 

Kai Boon can really sing. Like really really sing. And Zack and Darlyn have rocker blood in them, who knew? Jing Shen still can't sing for nuts, but he cracks me up every time he goes off-key just for the sake of it. Haha. Ben and Darren aren't half bad though, just the intentional off tunes and screams and what not they all like to do is SUPER HILARIOUS. We sang for 4 hours. 4 HOURS. Who knew I could sing K with a bunch of jokers for 4 hours?!

Dinnz at 85 with all the food I missed was great too, maybe it's the company huh? Never a dull moment with them because they can be arguing over food one moment, getting excited over Chili (what even? hahaha) and then playing with their food. BOYYYS, all like kids. 

It was nice to be with the dudes again.

Like they make time pass fast, and they come up with things we girls will never be able to think of but they like to stalk girls also uh and I have been appointed as the one to help them because apparently it's easier for a girl to stalk other girls? #guylogic Still, all the travelling everywhere made us want to cry cause of the expensive bus fare ): Being an adult is expensive stuff.... the money spent was worth it though, good company is the most important afterall.

Been meeting people so often these few days. Met Marr ytd to cook lunch at home, watch movies and drink on my couch. And I'm gonna be meeting Ed later in the afternoon too. 

This is good, I'm being occupied.

So I'll think less of you. I should think less of you...

Maybe it's time I kept the photo of us in my ez-link card holder. Every time I see us together in that photo it's like I'm stabbing myself in the heart again. Real stupid of me, I know. Seeing that photo makes me both want to smile and cry. But it's the closest thing I have to seeing you now..... it's all that's left. That's all that's left.

Saying that out loud now just makes it sad. Real sad.

One day the sadness will fade though, one day I'll be okay again.

Just like you are now, I will be too.