Say something.

Day 94.

T-minus 4 days and counting. More like 3 after the next few hours really.
Okay remember when I said I wasn't feeling that nervous? Yeah well, I'm feeling it again. I think I need to laugh at how fickle my emotions are. HAHAHA is it cause all my WA groups are suddenly exploding with the conversations of getting our results, and people have started wishing me good luck, telling me not to be nervous, asking me what I want to do? I'm not quite sure. Maybe it's all of the above. I just need to keep remembering to breathe and take it easy. I can do that at least. I can do it.

Pentatonix - Say something (cover)

And just when I thought it wasn't possible to like this song anymore than I already do. Something about the way they sing it, something about that look in her eyes. Or maybe it's just cause this song still hits too close to my heart. Meaningful lyrics and raw emotions in their voices. Everything I feel and more.

Heard about a school mate's unfortunate Hit and Run accident 2 days ago. I only know him by face, but everyone says he's a great person and helpful, kind, determined. He never let his disabilities set him apart from any of us, this I saw myself. It's heartwarming to know we're all bonded together by the fact that we all just hope that he will recover. No matter who we are, or where we come from, we just hope that he'll be alright. Hopefully he knows how many of us are praying for him, and he'll come to soon.

Such is the fragility of life.
We'll never know when that might be us. Sometimes I think to myself: "What if I don't have another tomorrow." You'll say I'm morbid, as always. I know. It's just sometimes I need to think that way, just to remind myself of what and who is important to me right now. Just to remind myself that I shouldn't wait till it's too late to do the little things for, and say what I feel to, the people who matter.