Monday, March 17, 2014

Because it mattered.


Day 112.

Rain day(s)
So glad it's raining again. As weird as it is, the gloom in the weather makes me feel happier. Might be the fresher air when I take my night walks, or me just being weird. I'd say it's a little of both.

It's a relatively good day, one of the best I've had so far I'd say. Managed to spend time on my own just chilling at home in bed + a good book with the rain outside. Been so long since I've had a stress-free (sorta) day on my own, when I don't worry about anything. It's a good feeling really.

On another note I wish people would stop telling me about stuff that I REALLY don't need to know...
Kinda spoiled my mood tonight, but if it's true, I'll have to face it eventually. Needless to say it's about you and someone else. I laughed when I heard about it. A little like a bitter and disbelief laugh. I laughed cause of how stupid I still feel and also for that heart ache I felt when I heard.

Yeah well, if it makes you happy. Why not right..? You're free to do as you please, I just really need to learn to stop letting everything about you affect me. Stop caring in general I guess.

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