Waiting.

Day 115.

Unexpected work day. Looks like I found myself a temporary job out of nowhere... just as well, something to keep me occupied now is greatly appreciated, plus I get to work with Jie. Added bonus. Such a long and cold day in the office though. All that rain and thundering that still makes me jump halfway through work. Some things never change.

Writing's oddly therapeutic.
Especially when you're writing about something that you're passionate about (maybe I've been writing a little too much lately though... haha) Still, it helps me with all them crazed varying emotions. Glad I'm going to be choosing this, something that everyone says I can supposedly do. Kind of excited to see what this will do for me and where it will take me in the years to come. I might as well get started on those uni applications, maybe to the local U's too. So much to do, so little time.

I hear she's waiting for you to come home tomorrow.
I guess I should have known better after what people have been telling me. Just as well I guess. If after all that's happened and you now realise she fits, then well whose to disagree.... So then what is this heart stabbing feeling I have? So much that it's making me feel nauseous.

Guess a part of me was waiting for you too, and maybe it always will be waiting.